Christian Songwriter's Network

i have to ask myself and ask Him
why?

i am allowed to pen an amazing song, and i cant sing it.
too big a song.
yesterday i nearly choked to death on a chicken bone, ..........and i have not tried to sing again yet. my throat is sore, but Thank You Lord, i can speak fine. it could have been more serious

so, what's going on?
i guess this is to remind me AGAIN, that it's not about me
ever
at all

It is always about HIM

do what You must Lord
Keep me on my knees before your throne